So ... hey! I'm backish. I've actually been home for almost two weeks now, but haven't had time to do anything but lurk. Yeah. ( Enter my rambly RL drama and such cut. )

So yeah. HI. I miss you guys. I hope everyone is fan-fucking-tastic. And I wish I wasn't leaving again in, shit, six days? I swear, this is a hello and goodbye post in one. That is how much I suck.

However, for once, I do not suck at being caught up on Supernatural. Thus, ( Spoilers for tonight's ep! )

OMG I know it probably makes me like the hugest ball of schmoop ever, but I cannot physically stop listening to this song and I don't really want to: 1 2 3 4 // Plain White T's Gah! So CUUUUTE!

♥.

Even though I managed to talk my mom into leaving a couple days later than scheduled so that I'd be here for tonight's SPN, odds are I won't get a chance to do a lovely long flail-post as per usual. Which makes my pants pretty sad. But at least I'm here! \o/ I'm trying to take good news where I can get it.

So yeah, leaving in the morning for California (where else?) for the next THREE WEEKS. That's such a long time, man. But I get to spend some quality time with my nephew and nieces (the little one is starting to walk omg!) over their Thanksgiving break, which will be nice.

I can't believe I'm leaving RIGHT before con reports will start rolling in. And also when I am in the middle of an epic phone sex J2 au. YEAH. Life is unfair. Sigh. Anyway, leaving. Back soon I hope! Love you guys.

If I Were a Boy // Beyoncé

♥.

( Spoilers for tonight's Supernatural! )

In other news, I am not feeling the new profile page whatsoever. I can't be alone in this right? Someone make it better!

OMG some beautiful, insanely generous person out there surprise anony-gifted me with a YEAR of paid account AND extra userpics. Yeah. My jaw seriously DROPPED when I saw the notices in my inbox. Whoever you are, please please let me know so that I may thank you properly (wow, that sounded dirty)!! <3

So. Tomorrow. It's the oddest feeling in the world that for once Thursday is not the day that I am most looking forward to this week. Weird. I cannot believe that it's all about to end. Tomorrow (barring any disasters, please please no) we will know who our next president is going to be.

Eight years and now it's tomorrow. It's a heady feeling.

Suffice to say I am EXCITED. Okay, excited (even in capslock) really doesn't even begin to cover it. I'm planning on eating enough sugar tomorrow to hopefully dull my senses into some sort of sugar coma though, so that'll help.

Yes, I'm having an Election Night party. Yes, there will be cupcakes (hopefully) and Barack-late chip cookies (definitely). Yes, I know I am a major dork. But this is BIG. Like, BIG BIG. We're all allowed to be dorks. :D

OMFGTOMORROW. \o/

VOTE! ♥.

So tonight I'm handing out candy to the neighborhood kids for literally the first time in my life and I'm like, dorkily excited about it (living in the sticks for most of your life will do that to you)! Costumes! Candy! Doorbells! I mean, what's not to love?

Most of today has contained those Scariest Movie Moment countdown things on Bravo that I can't manage to not watch and tonight will be all about candy, House of Wax, Dead & Breakfast, and Devour. Cos you can't watch only one terrible horror movie with the boys, you just can't!

( Quick flailing about last night's SPN! )

I hope you all have a fabulous Halloween night and are safe and careful and all those important things what with the crazies being out! I'm off to make popcorn balls and maybe fit some non-Supernatural-actor related gore in. Woo!

Happy Halloween!!!

OMG so I'm back (yay!) in NM and my bed is glorious and the internet is even better and I suck and am still TWO eps behind on Supernatural (woe) but it's okay because even though I was supposed to catch up on those two episodes last night, I was busy doing something else AMAZING.

Namely, standing shoulder to shoulder with 45,000 other people (no lie, holy shit) to hear Barack Obama speak at UNM in Albuquerque!!!!!!!

( Happy Rambling! )

OMG my account totally died while I was gone! 6 userpics is ... so depressing. Wow.

Anyway, yes! I's back. And I'mma finish catching up on the last two eps TONIGHT cos I can't STAND not knowing what's going on, guh, it's killing me. How awesome has this season been? Like, holy shit. It's amazing. I love my show. And I love you guys! *MWAH*

It's been FOREVER since I've done a list and since I am leaving well before the unforgiving bastard that is the asscrack of dawn tomorrow (urgh) for at least a week of quality California family time and no internet (double urgh) I thought I'd better do a list of Things That Make Me Happy. If only so that I can look back on better times. :P

1. Jared and Jensen live together. Yeah, I know it's old news but it seriously never fails to bring a smile to my dorkass face. It's my instant pick-me-up. I mean, THEY LIVE TOGETHER. Like, for reals and not only in our fevered imaginations. Hoo boy. Also? If someone writes present day J2 and in it they DON'T live together? IT'S AU. HA!

2. Womanizer // Britney Spears I seeeeeeeriously cannot stop listening to this damn song. It's been stuck in my head for the past two days. I have this thing for songs with obsessively catchy choruses that make you wanna dance and this fulfills both areas nicely. I'm gonna end up making myself sick of it cos I'm listening to it so much but I DO NOT EVEN CARE. LOVE.

3. I got a phone call from some random company a while ago on our house phone and when it lit up with the caller ID it said 'J2 Global Commu'. Seriously. And while I'm sure it was some innocuous organization trying to offer me a free cruise to The Bahamas or a really great rate on my auto insurance and 'Commu' probably stands for communications, I REFUSE TO BELIEVE IT. It was clearly the super secret (or, you know, not so) J2 GLOBAL COMMUNITY reaching out to like minded individuals. I still haven't deleted the number. Seeing it on there makes me happy. :D

4. Nap Partners. And lazy_daze's J2 fic based around it. OMG I hadn't seen this in forever! It's such a precious little happy place.

5. Sunrises. Seriously, they're the best. They make everything happy and bright and new. I love sunsets too, so so much, I'm kind of a dork for pretty things the sky does in general, but I'm becoming better acquainted with sunrises and sigh. Yeah. I'mma miss these New Mexico skies SO HARD, y'all.

6. Hollywood Declares Themselves. I really kind of love these things. I'm a big old voting nerd and am UNSPEAKABLY excited about November. So, yeah.

7. Sam and Dean. Also, pie.

And in the interest of being fair, Things That Do Not Make Me Happy (Well One Thing In Particular, Really):

1. I'm going to miss Supernatural this week. AND next week. YEAH. Because of course we're leaving on a Thursday, OF COURSE. Sigh. I am so unhappy about this. I hate being out of the loop but like, mostly I just really hate that as soon as the show starts up again I am being forced to leave, that we couldn't POSSIBLY have gone last month. SIGH. So yeah, there's that. And it sucks.

Gonna miss y'all so MUCH OMG. Squee extra loud and hard for me, okay? God willing, I'll be back for episode five!

*snogs and loves on*

Fuck. FUCK! The low that smacks into me as soon as the preview for next week's episode runs is a MIGHTY LOW INDEED. I'm just so. Yes. I want next week to be here tomorrow, WHY DON'T I HAVE THESE POWERS!? Completely unfair.

So. A few things, y/y?

( Spoilers for tonight's SPN! )

I want it to be Thursday. Maybe if we all wish really really hard, mm? In the meantime, Friday through Wednesday blues. Sigh.

Dude, it's been FOREVER since I posted, but maybe you've heard, Supernatural's back. :D

( Spoilers for tonight's episode omfg!!! )

I love having Thursdays back.

My favorite thing about one of the boys having a birthday (Sam and Dean included) is probably the inevitable daydreaming about what one is giving the other. It's not as though my mind isn't filled with ten thousand different dirty thoughts about those boys at any given time, but on birthdays? Shit, there's like twenty thousand.

So Happy Birthday, Jared. I'm going to want details on exactly how you and Jensen decided to celebrate. :D

Okay, so how awesome was The Dark Knight? I know I'm like two days late and the only person that saw it in the daylight and not at 12:01 am BUT STILL. I saw it yesterday and I'm still reeling. Gah. HEATH. I miss him. I miss all that fucking talent. I really really do. Damn, that was a fine movie. I can't even. Just. Yeah.

In other news, can anyone explain to me why I seem to love this song? Leavin' // Jesse McCartney It's troubling. Seriously.